Life-Boat Decision

If you went to college, (maybe even in high school), you were introduced to the life-boat scenario where some have to be "let go" so others may survive.  Certain death to a few so the majority can live.




For the longest time up until now, I always thought there must be some kind of solution so that everybody could make it.  Nobody left behind.  All make it through the ordeal.




I see the light.




Some must die so others can live.




I had a few guppies in my tanks and the water stayed clear & fresh for a good while.  Their quality of life was good to excellent.  Then, they started having babies.  It was fine for a bit - a few more to take on - no problem.  Then the babies started having babies and over-crowding occurred to the point where the water is always cloudy & dirty and I can't keep up cleaning the tanks.  The capacity of the filters is exceeded by the fish output.  Their lives have declined in goodness.  Yes, they have family, but the family is living in a land-fill.  I feel bad for them.  I would of given them guppy birth-control if it was available but, no dice.




This is one of the most difficult decisions I've had to make.  Yes, they are just fish, but they are life-forms and nobody really wants to die.




I'm probably taking this too seriously but...in a sense, size doesn't matter.




If you were abandoned by society, cast off from the group & flushed down the toilet of life to fend for yourself, you would be pretty pissed.




I will say a prayer, but by the time you guys read this, I will have committed mass fish-murder.  Whirl-pool of death, please honor those you take  & admit them to fish Heaven.




It is and it isn't   -  that deep.




Peace.


B.O.P.

Had to blog about this!

I'm sitting in my kitchenette finishing my ramen noodles preparing to handle my business while riding out this holiday week-end (lol, bone-dry broke) thinking I'm alone when I look over in my sink and see this...

This dude looks much bigger in person yo!  I think it's a species of a Brown Spider that may be native to the United States.  

Scared the crap out of me but I looked him/her over, started talking to him and observed that one of his legs is stuck on the fly trap.  I would like to release him but, he's history because I really don't want to get bit.  

I don't know why I felt the need to share this but I am.  I used the little gas I have to drive to the library to post this.  I hope you "enjoyed my surprise & fear"  :)

Happy holiday guys.

Peace.

B.O.P.

Just Some Pics From My Life

Have a good Memorial day week-end everyone.

Peace

B.O.P.

A Few Words

In this life, you have to "run".  Run fast, run slow, run medium, what-ever the speed, running must take place.  You can hide but not for long.  Try hiding in your running and running in your hiding.  Bill Gates runs.  The lowliest, low bum runs (they hide too).  Life (the devil?) can trip you up no matter what you're doing so pray to God and roll those dice! 

May God bless us all.

Peace

Bright Opulent Playboy

Re-invention

B.O.P.

Bottom One Percenter.



Now

Bright Opulent Playboy



Was thinking about:
Bad-ass Over-avaricious Power-player
Bountiful Outstanding Provider
Beautiful Original Peace-maker



The negative ones:
Big Over-weight Pussy
Bottom-feeding Ostracized Piker
Bull-shit Only Person
Boring One-upping Pontificator


Dr. Wayne Dyer influenced me.  Bill Clinton did it.  I'm doing it for my blog.

Peace.
B.O.P.
Bright Opulent Playboy

To A Former Blogging Friend...

I feel you.



When a relationship gets toxic and the implied rules are overstepped more than a few times to the point of harassment...time to change the rules or end the relationship.  I just had to "cut off" a former friend because she was abusing my help.  I put up with her "coldness" but it reached a breaking-point when she imposed on me for an "extra ride" when our deal was just for the weekends.  It wasn't just for this one failing but for an accumulation of sleights that I self-deluded would correct themselves and even out.  I was wrong.  A friend told me that she was just using me.  I didn't want to believe him.  I thought she was, deep down, a descent person.  Not so.  Some time in her life she was probably hurt, so much so that others in her life don't matter.  No empathy.  A sociopath who can "put on a great act for the moment" to get what she wants. 



It's over.



To the former blogger friend; I will never darken your world by commenting on your blog unless you choose to invite me back whereupon I will mostly behave.  Sorry if I scared you.  Sorry if I came on too strong.  Sorry for getting over-emotional.  Sorry if I cared too much.



"Life is some trippy shit yo!"     
                         -Character from the movie Training Day



To my former friend.  Yes, it "is" that deep and even deeper.



Peace.
B.O.P.

P.S.  Spring is here.  Get out and enjoy this great weather!

Snitching?

For a reward...hell yeah!!

Control what you can.

Hate everybody.  Honckies and Negroes and Spics and Waps, etc.

Hate yourself.

Death is there.

Love.

Does this shit make sense?                       Crazy is as crazy does.

Peace (maybe war)
B.O.P.