I feel you.
When a relationship gets toxic and the implied rules are overstepped more than a few times to the point of harassment...time to change the rules or end the relationship. I just had to "cut off" a former friend because she was abusing my help. I put up with her "coldness" but it reached a breaking-point when she imposed on me for an "extra ride" when our deal was just for the weekends. It wasn't just for this one failing but for an accumulation of sleights that I self-deluded would correct themselves and even out. I was wrong. A friend told me that she was just using me. I didn't want to believe him. I thought she was, deep down, a descent person. Not so. Some time in her life she was probably hurt, so much so that others in her life don't matter. No empathy. A sociopath who can "put on a great act for the moment" to get what she wants.
It's over.
To the former blogger friend; I will never darken your world by commenting on your blog unless you choose to invite me back whereupon I will mostly behave. Sorry if I scared you. Sorry if I came on too strong. Sorry for getting over-emotional. Sorry if I cared too much.
"Life is some trippy shit yo!"
-Character from the movie Training Day
To my former friend. Yes, it "is" that deep and even deeper.
Peace.
B.O.P.
P.S. Spring is here. Get out and enjoy this great weather!
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